My loneliness
In this busy life either we are busy in work or we are alone like hell. We do lots of things to overcome this loneliness of our life. We party, chat with friends , give buzz to all friends, surf net write scraps on orkut, blogging and lots of things to fill that empty space. But sometimes in life we feel alone and thats when our loneliness starts killing us. Sometimes people make you feel alone...they make you realize that you are alone and that's the worst time to be sitting there and doing nothing. Thats the time when this loneliness hits you hard.
I am writing this all because I felt all this last weekend. My last weekend was very bad. Cant say worst because life is too big to predict but it sucked big time. I shifted to this happening city pune one and half months back. Don't have many friends here but still enough people to go out with. I say enough people because cant say friend to all of them as they are not.sometimes we are so lonely , no body is around to talk or to share all our senseless talks...to go out and watch movie with you.. to share all your endless talks ..and that excess verbiage …to share your happiness.. to share your sorrow... sometimes I think about the people who live with there family..these people are very good ..and happy. Atleast they have some work to do for their parents .. they can go out with their parents on dinner. Go on shopping with family..can go on outing …
On this weekend I got so frustrated that I cleaned my whole flat, all my cloths, went for a long drive alone… don’t know what was I thinking at that time… and again in the night same problem. I hate having food alone. And I was alone for the dinner. But what to do.. its life. my loneliness was killing me that day… but that time is over now again I am busy with my work ..
Only a family can fill this emptiness in our life…
i think it happens sometimes with all of us...
or may be I am the only one ....
In this busy life either we are busy in work or we are alone like hell. We do lots of things to overcome this loneliness of our life. We party, chat with friends , give buzz to all friends, surf net write scraps on orkut, blogging and lots of things to fill that empty space. But sometimes in life we feel alone and thats when our loneliness starts killing us. Sometimes people make you feel alone...they make you realize that you are alone and that's the worst time to be sitting there and doing nothing. Thats the time when this loneliness hits you hard.
I am writing this all because I felt all this last weekend. My last weekend was very bad. Cant say worst because life is too big to predict but it sucked big time. I shifted to this happening city pune one and half months back. Don't have many friends here but still enough people to go out with. I say enough people because cant say friend to all of them as they are not.sometimes we are so lonely , no body is around to talk or to share all our senseless talks...to go out and watch movie with you.. to share all your endless talks ..and that excess verbiage …to share your happiness.. to share your sorrow... sometimes I think about the people who live with there family..these people are very good ..and happy. Atleast they have some work to do for their parents .. they can go out with their parents on dinner. Go on shopping with family..can go on outing …
On this weekend I got so frustrated that I cleaned my whole flat, all my cloths, went for a long drive alone… don’t know what was I thinking at that time… and again in the night same problem. I hate having food alone. And I was alone for the dinner. But what to do.. its life. my loneliness was killing me that day… but that time is over now again I am busy with my work ..
Only a family can fill this emptiness in our life…
i think it happens sometimes with all of us...
or may be I am the only one ....
posted by Shailesh at 8:54 AM
3 Comments:
At the point that we all stand in right now....Loneliness is our only friend....but its not so bad either....u can make use of it to know urself deep inside ....maybe its some time that the Lord has given u to introspect...may be u woould not have got the same oppurtunity when surrounded by frens n family....Its a long journey....n its traversed alone...
pata nahi but its beautiffuly written you know half of the things are above my head.
the great shailesh i have always know you to be surrounded by friends.
saale too sirf homesick hai. mast weekend laga aa ghar pe mast ho jayega.
hey
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